Current music: she likes me for me-blessed union of souls (oh man memory lane!)
Current taste: saliva?
Current hair: in an unbrushed sexily tossled bun like always
Current clothes: harvard sweatshirt and bentley sweatpants
Current annoyance: fucking band final
Current smell: nothing
Current thing I ought to be doin: studying for math final tomorrow or practicing sax
Current desktop picture: it's that picture of me and sarz at stanford where i look taller than she is.
Current favorite band: ughhh...too many. this week i have been listening to a lot of ted leo and third eye blind. last week it was all about new pornographers and belle and sebastian though. next week i am feeling a wave of postal service and perhaps some pink floyd coming on.
Current book: gossip girl (i've actually only read like one page and have been too busy to get into it)
Current cd in stereo: ted leo is in my car right now
Current crush: iz gotsa few
Current hate: SCHOOL
Smoke?: occaisionally but its bad for swimming
Have sex?: not on a regular basis
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: that i go to school nakie.
Remember your first love?: never been in love
Read the newspaper?: Yep
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: not in my immediate circle
Believe in miracles? sure
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yea
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes
Consider love a mistake?: no!
Like the taste of alcohol?: not really...but i suppose you can always mix it with things to make it tasty.
Have a favorite candy?: i don't really eat candy so i would have to say eclipse gum
Believe in astrology?: no but i think it is kind of interesting
Believe in magic?: logically know, but instinctively yes.
Believe in god?: same answer.
Have any pets: leopard!! and bosco sort of counst i suppose.
Go to or plan to go to college: hell no
Have any piercings?: 2 on each ear, and a nose. used to have a cartilige but that hurt too much with a swim cap.
Have any tattoos?: nope.
Hate yourself: not usually
Have an obsession?: diet coke, college, school, food, music, livejournal.
Have a secret crush?: hm not sure.
Do they know yet?: yeah
Have a best friend?: not a single best friend..i guess i have many. or non depending on how u look at it.
Care about looks?: moderately.
-:- L-O-V-E L-I-F-E -:-
First crush: mark yuck
First kiss: hm i don't really remember!
Single or attached?: single
Ever been in love?: no
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yeah kind of.
Do you believe in "the one?": yes.
Describe your ideal significant other: smart, funny, nice, caring, good-looking, easy to talk to.
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: yeah
Have you ever been intoxicated?: of course not!!
Favorite place to be kissed?: place on me? or place like, location?
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": ugh yes.
Are you a tease?: i don't think so
Shy to make the first move?: when i'm not drunk.
-:-Last thing you-:-
Ate & Drank:cereal/d.c.
Read: kit's answers to this survey
Watched on tv: O.C.!!!!
-:-EITHER / OR-:-
Club or houseparty: houseparty
Beer or cider: cider i guess. i don't like beer
Drinks or shots: drinks
Cats or dogs: i love em all.
Pen or pencil: pen. they vary in color and it is pretty.
Gloves or mittens: ooh mittens! i just like the word mittens though, its fun to pronounce.
Food or candy: i don't eat candy really.
Cassette or cd: CD
Coke or pepsi: DC (ooh did u see that palendrome trick i pulled there?)
This or that: to what are you referring my child?
-:-Who do you want to-:-
Kill: no body.
Get really wasted with: andrew lai (haha i know/think u read this andrew, and thats right i want to see u inebriated!).
Look like: natalie portman
Be like: i liked kirins answer: as funny as kirin, as genuinely nice as christine, as chill and cute as kit, as outgoing as meredith, as just downright lovable as sarah k, as smart as elizabeth, as creative as charles, as dedicated to something as lauren is to softball, as great of a writer and as hard of a worker as sarah p., as crazy and fun as cassi etc. etc. sorry if i didn't give you a shout out this is such a long survey!!
Avoid: hmm...that james character
-:-Last person you-:-
Talked to: katie brokage
Hugged: i think my pop
Instant messaged: andrew lai
-:-Where do you-:-
Cry: i don't cry very often (damn ssris make me fucking numb) but when i do it is usually in the car, which, as we have learned from kmys can be quite dangerous.
Wish you were: berkely over the summer, maui, not in high school.
-:-Have you ever-:-
Dated one of your best friends? no
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? i've liked some one so much it made me cry
Drank alcohol? yes
Broken the law? i got a ticket yesterday so i guess that answers your quesiton!
Run away from home? no but i ran away from the doctors office one time
Broken a bone? nope (knock on wood!)
Played Truth Or Dare?: oh those elementary school slumber parties
Kissed someone you didn't know? surely. but im not a slut
Been in a fight?: yeah. straight up kip forrest stylie.
Come close to dying?: yeah i guess so
-:- What is -:-
Your bedroom like?: messy unfortunately
Your favorite thing for breakfast? health valley cereali and silk soy milk
Your favorite restaurant?: barney's
-:- Random Questions -:-
what's on your bedside table: alarm clock and lamp
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: cereal, i guess that would technically be raiding the pantry though, as we dont keep cereal in the fridge
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: i thought we already discussed the fact that i am dead inside and dont really cry (although raise your voice did a number on me, as did 13 going on 30).
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: i would be taller...althogh i don't know if their really is such a procedure.
What is your biggest fear?: being a failure
What feature are you most insecure about?: um...my body? lol.
Do you ever have to beg?: no i am strong and independent.
Are you a pyromaniac?: only when there is a candle right in front of me and i have something at my disposal that i think would be interesting to watch burn
Do you have too many love interests?: no, but i've got potential hook ups wherever i go. this girl can cover her bases. (ew im not a slut!)
Do you know anyone famous?: my mom's whoe side of the familiy is involved in soap operas but they don't exactly qualify as famous.
Describe your bed: its on the floor
Do you know how to play poker?: i'm one mean five card draw player.
What do you carry with you at all times?: cell phone, keys, wallet, clothing (on my body).
How do you drive?: not very well. (i already have like a bahillion pts on my license i haven't even had it for a year! oof!)
What do you miss most about being little?: i am little!! but if you mean young then i would say not having so much fucking schoolwork. of course i was always the super anxious child who would find something to get worked up over anyway...but at least i had more of a life.
Are you happy with your given name?: yeah i dont really think about stuff like that.
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for a year?: not very much. it relaly would do me some good to give up the internet. 1,000 dollars might be incentive enough.
What color is your bedroom?:blue at dads, white at moms
What was the last song you were listening to?: me and mia-ted leo (aggh like 100th time today! such a good song!)
Have you ever been in a play?: nope but ithink i am going to try drama next term!
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: at times.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: i try.
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: it depends what their fingernails look like. hehe. no but honestly it depends just like any other people holding hands. if htey are gross people then i will think gross. if they are nice looking people then i will say 'aww'.