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Posted on 2004.11.10 at 20:17
Mood: stressedstressed
Music: spoon
okay, i really do not have time update, but i just cannot bring myself to do any work. i was planning on catching up on math homework but i was not there on monday or tuesday (3 periods of math) so i don't understand any of this! (and yesterday i said i could just read it from the book. oh my naive self. purewal just has a way of explaining complicated things so that they make sense i guess.) so now that i am done with/can't do all that i was planning on doing, i can't bring myself to do anything else! (e.g. study for bio!). i know i have to thuogh, because it is only 8:30 and i just downed a dc so i need to make some use of the early hour/my jitteriness. maybe i will research photosynthesis because i don't really understand it. for some reason looking things up online always seems more exciting than reading it out of a daunting text book.

today in swim practice we did ALL BREAKSTROKE and NO FREESTYLE. it was horrible. school was quite unexciting. once again came to the realization that i am much too competitive/jealous of a person and i just cannot be happy for other people. cassi and i analyzed this flaw to have taken root in our early childhoods. we always were compared against eachother and therefore now always feel the need to have someone else to compare ourselves to and try to compete with.

a good part of my day was sitting in bio when the three person spanish lit class came in and asked us how birds had sex. hanging out with kirin after school for a little bit was very much needed. we hadn't done that yet this week, so had to make that right!

oh kit and i are carpooling again tomorrow! i am excited!

Comments:


My So-Called Life
auzzieguy88 at 2004-11-11 17:37 (UTC) (Link)
omg, I love Breaststoke!
jess
jess_is_here at 2004-11-11 18:45 (UTC) (Link)
eeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
doggypaddle100 at 2004-11-11 18:48 (UTC) (Link)
I'm with you on that, McNile!
Elizabeth
chocolate_horse at 2004-11-11 19:09 (UTC) (Link)
I can't swim freestyle, because I always get water in my nose when I lift my head to breathe. I can only do a little breaststroke and floating on my back. How sad is that?
Meredith Hays
fitchb1ytch at 2004-11-12 07:34 (UTC) (Link)
haha the only person u seem realy realy competetive with is sarah moos haha
jess
jess_is_here at 2004-11-12 09:25 (UTC) (Link)
im not even competitive with her! it just bothers me that she gets like all of these awards when there are plenty of other senior who deserve it just as much! i was also referring to the history test in which certain people got better grades than i did. while i should be happy for them instead i think "oh god dammit!". haha.
Elizabeth
chocolate_horse at 2004-11-12 19:49 (UTC) (Link)
OK, I agree that there are lots of other seniors who deserve awards. I generally don't like the concept of awards, because they make the people who don't get them feel bad. I also thought that it was just adding insult to injury when they said that Sarah won by an overwhelming majority. Then again, Sarah DOES deserve it (but, personally, I think they all deserve awards).
Meredith Hays
fitchb1ytch at 2004-11-13 18:11 (UTC) (Link)
well personaly i think i deserved that award because im nicer but haha im no senior ANYWAYS ya
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