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it's too early to be this stressed about colleges.

Posted on 2004.09.22 at 22:09
so i heard the update lay-out was new, so i came to check it out. i guess i will post a little something as long as i am here.

so basically, i have no life. every moment seems to be taken up by swimming, debate, random student council stuff and MASSIVE amounts of school work. when i get a break from those (an extremely rare occasion), it's on to s.a.t. work or practicing saxaphone. i also start tutoring next week, oh joy. (actually, i am looking forward to doing it again, it's just a matter of whether will have time to enjoy it).

some part of me likes being this busy. i get stressed when there is nothing to do. then i see my friends actually socializing at breaks or doing stuff in the afternoons and i wonder if it is all worth it. the over-acheiver in me would never let that happen, although i feel as if i have gotten better about going out on the weekends, because i have realized that i fall apart without some sort of social interaction, even if it is at the expense of my resume.

i really miss berkeley (not the town, but the summer). its strange to have people i was so close to for five weeks seem like strangers again. these were people i felt so comfortable around and had so much fun with, and now they are just memories. i know it sounds weird , but whatever. i wish i were better at keeping in touch, but i am convinced that aim impedes on any long-distance friendships. its just not the same without them there. the other day i found my pictures from the boardwalk of me, sarah and sarah. i miss those two soo much, they were such amazing friends for just the five weeks i was there. i miss nikki and mel and everyone else as well. damn i better get to see everyone again.

anyway, i have history terms to study.


norabora at 2004-09-22 23:10 (UTC) (Link)
i miss you my darling jessie!!! i'll be home in 2 months. hopefully i'll see you then!!!
jess_is_here at 2004-09-23 06:16 (UTC) (Link)
nora baby! oh man it has been WAY to long. i miss you and love ya! happy soon-to-be birthday. i can't believe you are going to be 20. that's just plain crazy!
kitka_lika_clm at 2004-09-23 20:07 (UTC) (Link)
aww jessie! let me take this opportunity to say that i looove you so much. i think you're crazy with all the things you've got on your plate, but what is even more amazing is how you manage to get all of your shit done well, and still manage to be an awesome person. if i had that much stuff to do, i would be the craziest bitchiest bitch in the world. so, yeah, you're beautiful! and i admire your ambitiousness!
jess_is_here at 2004-09-23 22:17 (UTC) (Link)
aww kit i love you!!!! that comment made me smile so much! anyway, yeah, i've been having a hard time balancing everything lately, but when i think about it its not such a bad thing. i mean, im not that much busier than last year, i just feel way more social and distracted. that's probably what keeps me from being a crazy bitch.
see you tomorrow!
ps-ahh, i have done like half of my english essay. damn, i really need to get a book because writing a paper without the book it is supposed to be written about can be problematic.
ex_mirages347 at 2004-09-23 21:22 (UTC) (Link)
<333333 dont stress yourself out too much. just quit debate! just kididng.

i know what you mean about the camp stuff. i was thinking about that too, and its sooo wierd.
jess_is_here at 2004-09-23 22:22 (UTC) (Link)
i know! tis always so sad when i drive by the dorms or places on telegraph we used to always go and i get all nostalgiac. :(

anyway, i would quit debate but i kind of like it. i feel like the biggest waste of my time is 6 hours of sat class per week (which i barely go to anyway). i mean, i do need the practice, but bascially all they do is read out of the book. unfortunately, i can't really quite cuz my parents spent a lot of money on it.

i also think i need a car. that would save me from all the time i waste looking at them online! lol.
ex_mirages347 at 2004-09-24 11:19 (UTC) (Link)
a car is a necessity.. although i think i would still look at them online, if just at even nicer ones.
jess_is_here at 2004-09-24 16:23 (UTC) (Link)
haha, yes.
(Anonymous) at 2004-09-23 22:16 (UTC) (Link)
jessie just remember ur meredith luvs u and thats all that matters biotch!
jess_is_here at 2004-09-23 22:18 (UTC) (Link)
of course that is all that matters!
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