jess (jess_is_here) wrote,

I've come to the conclusion that I complain to much in this journal. I will try to stop whining so frequenty...starting tomorrow.

So, my day hasn't been so great. When I'm sick every little thing that pisses me off is magnified 100 times and I find myself irrationally upset.

It seems like I am hanging out with fourth graders. If you care to read about my oh-so-dramatic day, or just want to waste time you can Today Kirin and Katie and some other girls thought that it would be amusing to put ground shrimp into Ellie's sandwich. They have been picking on her for quite some time now, I'm not sure why. I mean, yes, she is annoying, but there are A LOT more annoying people who we can tolerate. They are just mean to anyone who isn't as cute or as skinny as they are. I've defended Ellie a few times or said "that's so mean" but I can't say that I'm completely innocent of trash talking her (but I trash mouth everyone) or really defending her all that often.

Anyway, back to the story, so Katie and Kirin put ground shrimp into Ellie's sandwich, and of course tell everyone. Personally, I found it disgusting and immature, but I was too scared to tell Ellie. Luckily, I think Mads might have. Mads and I started talking about how mean it was when Dr. K, the dean of freshmen/sophmores comes up and asks us who did it. Of course, put on the spot (and also disgusted with my friends' behavior) Mads and I told Dr K. But oh no, that was not the end.

Later, in Spanish, Dr. K comes in and asks to talk to me. She takes me into this interrogation room type thingy, where I find Mrs. Caan, the head of the school sitting. They asked me for the whole story and I told them what I knew. Apparently, Bentley takes these types of things pretty seriously.

So, if you've been kind enough to read all of this you are probably thinking "wow, how stupid", and I agree. I can't help but be a little upset too. Naturally, everyone is mad at me for telling, I and I'm really worried that they are going to start picking on me and Madeliene now. Personally, I don't give a fuck about very many of them at all and could do without their friendship, and the people who I actually do care about hopefully aren't that childish.(Although some of them have already proven otherwise). Today when I came out of the office all of the girls who I hang out with we gathered in a little group and giving me and Mads dirty looks. Alex came up to me and I think was trying to make fun of me, although she's not very good at it.According to Kirin no one is mad at me (with the exception of Katie, who got mad at me when I accidently got chocolate cake instead of cheesecake, spoiled bitch), but I doubt that.

Oh god, this just in! Kirin is suspended (Katie probably is too)! All because of this! I can't help feeling a little bit guilty, but if I hadn't have told, someone would have, right? You know you want to read about my ever so exciting life!

In other news:

If you read my journal and I don't know about it, PLEASE let me know. (especially if your screen name is babee####).

Congratulations to Solemite! I'm so happy for them and still in disbelief. I wish I could have been there last night/could be there on Friday, but you all have fun!! (They are still playing on Saturday, right?)

I've decided that finals won't be soo bad. Math and Spanish will be easy because we have just built on what we have learned all semester. Music, we are spending forever reviewing, and he is going to have many questions from previous tests. English is just basically pulling a bunch of bullshit out of your ass, which I pride myself it. History will probably be medium, but Mrs, Ludwick's tests are never bad. Biology of course will be incredibly painful, but at least now I don't have quite as much to worry about.

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