August 18th, 2005


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summer has reached the point where it's moving too slowly and to quickly at the same time. too slowly because i'm really not doing much with myself. work is over. a bunch of people are out of town or i just don't really have the motivation to be super social or see certain people. it makes for quite uneventful days. too quickly because i know there are so many things i should be doing, that i need to get done before school starts. again, i lack motivation. this all adds up to me just sitting here, bored out of my mind yet finding completely unproductive and unstimulating ways to pass the time, such as updating my livejournal. there will be many times where i will contemplate doing some summer reading or college application stuff, but it never really happens.

i just want the next couple of months to be over with. to be done with the whole college application process, free of the stress, and to know where i'm going to go next year. i mean, i haven't even really started doing anything yet (although i've thought a whole lot about starting), yet here i am already stressing out. it's classic jessie. plus, i kind of just want to get out of here. i'm sick of a lot of things and a lot of people. not necessarily unhappy (actually, not at all. life's been pretty chill lately), but just bored.

in other news, my hair is kind of sandy, light brown, dirty blonde, coppery-ish. i'm not sure how to feel about it, but i don't think it necessarily looks horrible. for now i'll keep it and save myself the effort of dying it again. not like i'm really doing anything else important with my time, but i like to keep myself free in hopes that something completely exciting and spectacular presents itself. wow, i really sound like a loser.

i want to go back to school shopping with all of the money i don't have. who's with me?
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