okay so that wasn't so bad. i actually feel fine now. a little out of it but suprisingly able to function pretty well. the most annoying thing is the fact that my mouth is completely numb so i can neither eat (i'm really hungry) nor talk. and i have gauze in my mouth to absorb the blood, and it keeps on falling out. this morning i accidentally had half of one of cassi's sour belts (i completely forgot that i wasn't supposed to eat) so they couldn't put me out all the way. they just sedated me so that i was numb but still had a slight sense of what was going on. it was pretty tight actually. incredibly trippy.
i hate being so numb but i guess it's probably better than the pain that i will experience later.
i'm not very tired. i think it's movie time. then maybe i'll do some homework if i feel up to it.
i'm bored. the numbness is starting to wear off. i'm a little bit scared. this is what vicodin is for, i guess.
LAST PERSON WHO...
x. Slept in your bed: me
x. Saw you cry: hmm..kirin and nick.
x. Made you cry: me
x. You shared a drink with: any drink? probably cassi. i'm not really sure.
x. You went to the movies with: alex and kit.
x. You went to the mall with: meredith and lauren bailey for like a second yesterday.
x. Yelled at you: my mom probably.
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I love you" and meant it? just to family and friends
x. Been to California: never in my life. i wonder what it's like there.
x. Been to Hawaii: basically every summer since i was wee.
x. Been to Mexico: yeah. i want to go back there and surf.
x. Been to China: nope
x. Been to Cuba: nope
x. Danced naked: every weekend. hey, a girl's gotta get by.
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: there have definitely been times where i have wished such things. especially when i have to pee and there are no bathrooms in sight.
x. Had an imaginary friend: nope. i always had cassi.
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yep.
x. What book are you reading now: one flew over the cuckoo's nest.
x. Worst feeling in the world: that's a toughie. i think i'm scared of too many things.
x. Future daughter's name: Jessie the Second. actually, no.
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: i used to. i still have like hundreds of them under my bed.
x. What's under your bed: haha! stuffed animals. and monsters, of course.
x. Siblings: some short stoner girl who i am constantly giving rides to.
x. Location: oakland and oakland.
x. Do you do drugs: i drink and smoke occasionally, although my current drug of choice is vicodin.
x. Do you drink: every now and then.
x. Who is your best friend: alex, kit, christine, kirin, lisa, meredith, priya, cassi (i don't know if she counts) and probably someone i'm forgetting.
x. What are you most scared of: failing or losing control. or anything that's unpredictable i guess.
x. Who do you really hate: kirin mysorwala. what a dumb breezy.
x. Do you have a job: nope, i'll get one this summer though.
x. Type(s) of music: everything and anything. especially the kind they play on kalx.
x. Band(s): yikes, i don't know. tehre are too many good ones. possibly rolling stones just because i've loved them since i was about two years old. my father raised me right.
x. Month: july.
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: nope.
x. Bought something: yeah, mostly food.
x. Gotten sick: well if you count getting my wisdom teeth out then yes.
x. Sang: yeah, i always sing in my car.
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: i always tell my friends i love them
x. Met someone new: my oral surgeon & co.
x. Hugged someone: yep.
x. Kissed someone: yep.