March 24th, 2005

peanuts

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i am scared for tomorrow. i get my wisdom teeth out. what if something goes terribly wrong and they strike a nerve and the left side of my face is paralyzed for the rest of my life? fuck. the idea of it is funny, in a sick sort of way. imagine someone trying to smile, or laugh, or cry while only one side of their face contorts and the other just kind of hangs there lifelessly. but i don't want to be that person. i enjoy being able to move both sides of my face, thank you.

fuck. now i am actually genuinely concerned about this.