why am i up and why aren't i at least being productive if i'm wasting time?
i know i'm such a sap but sometimes i just want someone to care for me and cuddle with me and tell me i'm beautiful or amazing, even if it's a lie, even if i don't believe it. there are too many things on my mind and i want someone to listen. i want an experience in high school that doesn't have to do with hospitals, calories, long sleeves or therapists or ssri's or divorces.
and now i feel bad for complaining or being unsatisfied because life is good. i love my friends, they are everything right now. but since when was
and now i feel bad for complaining or being unsatisfied because life is good. i love my friends, they are everything right now. but since when was