August 3rd, 2003

peanuts

i hurt

oh my god you guys, why must i be punished like this? my body hates me, and i'm in so much pain. i swear, when i woke up this morning i thought i was dying.

since i don't have any energy to do anything-even read because my head hurts to much- it's survey time!

SLEEP PATTERNS:
normally it is very old lady-like. I got to bed at like 10 and wake up at around 7. Except when i swim (which is like never now) then I wake up at 5:45. (fuuun stuff!)

LAST CD I BOUGHT:
No idea...I haven't bought a cd for quite a while. Maybe Matchbox 20?

WHAT I WAS DOING BEFORE GETTING ON-LINE:
eating for the first time in over a day, and watching "recess". (t.j. & co. make me laugh)

WHAT I'LL DO WHEN I GET OFF-LINE:
maybe try to read for history or do something productive.

I SPEND TOO MUCH MONEY ON:
everything. I don't even know how all my money disappears so damn quickly.

I'VE BEEN PROCRASTINATING ON..:
finishing up my work for all the school that i missed. and getting my permit.

I'VE SEEN A LOT OF LATELY:
doctors. blehhhh.

THE LAST TIME I CRIED:
hmmm...friday night. haha. That's actually amazing that I didn't cry yesterday seeing as i'm a very dramatic person who usually needs to break down at least twice a day.

WHAT I WISH FOR WHEN I WISH:
that everything was the same as it was a year ago and that i had never let all this shit that's been going on for the past few months happen.

oh yeah, and i think that i'm on friendster but i'm really not sure. the whole registration process confused me. but, if you are on friendster (and i know you ALL are) add me: missjess224@yahoo.com
okay- update on that: i figured out that i am on it, even though i am still overwhelmingly confused. i sent out some requests but it only lets me have 10 requests at a time. i'll do more later, because i'm always looking for ways to pass the time.