So after all the hard work, hype, anticipation, stress, etc. that went into getting into and going to Brown, it looks like I'm going to end up at CAL. I'm not sure if irony is the right word, but the strange unpredictability of this situation seems frustratingly appropriate. Either way, I feel good about this. Weird, almost a little hesitant, but actually extremely good. I don't know. I'm just going to go with it.