i just want the next couple of months to be over with. to be done with the whole college application process, free of the stress, and to know where i'm going to go next year. i mean, i haven't even really started doing anything yet (although i've thought a whole lot about starting), yet here i am already stressing out. it's classic jessie. plus, i kind of just want to get out of here. i'm sick of a lot of things and a lot of people. not necessarily unhappy (actually, not at all. life's been pretty chill lately), but just bored.
in other news, my hair is kind of sandy, light brown, dirty blonde, coppery-ish. i'm not sure how to feel about it, but i don't think it necessarily looks horrible. for now i'll keep it and save myself the effort of dying it again. not like i'm really doing anything else important with my time, but i like to keep myself free in hopes that something completely exciting and spectacular presents itself. wow, i really sound like a loser.
i want to go back to school shopping with all of the money i don't have. who's with me?