ugh. the more i think about it the more i just want this whole college application thing to be over with (even though it hasn't even begun). i wish i were leaving in a couple of weeks, instead of a year and a couple of weeks. this is all just a big thorn in my side that i really don't want to deal with, and despite my best efforts to stay rational about the entire process, i know i'm going to stress. it would really help i didn't have my eyes so eagerly set on a school that's nearly impossible to get into, but knowing me that's the only way i can go about these things. oy.
other than that, life's pretty chill. i don't really want to go to new york on tuesday, but i guess it will give me time to work on my tan and finish up my summer reading.