i need to figure out my summer. i need to get a job, maybe take some classes somewhere so that i can stay busy (hopefully creative writing, or maybe a.c.t?). i feel like i complain so much during the school year that i really need to cherish all of this free time and do everything i've planned at some point when i didn't have the time, but i'm pretty sure i'll end up wasting most of the next three months anyways. still, i need to get on this whole planning thing because summer has (thankfully!) snuck up on me. i also really want a boyfriend this summer. haha. probably not going to happen. meh, i'm kind of a loser.
i feel really dissatisfied and bored with everything.