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Posted on 2005.01.18 at 21:31
Mood: lethargiclethargic
Music: dashboard confessional-hands down
it's been awhile. this is due to the fact that i got a little to addicted to eljay for a bit, leading to some unbearably boring entries. i was just looking back at my "recent" page and felt sorry for all you people.

i have been a slacker lately. i'm not kidding. and this isn't even a slacker by my standards. this is a slacker by normal people's standards. maybe i'm finally burning out. it happens every year around this time, although usually i direct my exhaustion and dissatisfaction to other areas, manifesting them in slightly more self-destructive ways. maybe this year i will just get tired like a normal person and gracefully resign to a state of torpor. fuck. i can't do that. i need to focus.

i blame it on nick. he's probably more distracting than i should let him be, and if i were smart i would just stop right now. but hey, i like the kid, and maybe the whole loosening up thing is something i should try anyway. (no joking!)
okay that's enough writing about someone who reads my livejournal. it's just weird.

i need to find a way to sneak past my dad to go get a diet coke. he does not approve of caffeine so late at night, but i definitely need it if i want feel at least somewhat accomplished.

enough for now.

Comments:


ex_mirages347 at 2005-01-19 06:31 (UTC) (Link)
i say buy one from student store and then hide it in your backpack to WHIP OUT LATER! hah!

yeah my dad gave up he now keeps the fridge stocked and drinks it himself. i am amazing!
jess
jess_is_here at 2005-01-19 07:41 (UTC) (Link)
haha the other day my mom was like "i will pay someone to go down the street and buy me a diet coke". oh we are slowly breaking our families in!
ex_mirages347 at 2005-01-20 00:09 (UTC) (Link)
my sister still stands by regular but its only a matter of time
jess
jess_is_here at 2005-01-20 00:59 (UTC) (Link)
oh high school wili surely break her.
Elizabeth
chocolate_horse at 2005-01-19 06:34 (UTC) (Link)
jessie in a nutshell...
diet coke addict? yes
slacker? no

don't worry, i know how you feel, but if you just take a deep breath and realize that high school really shouldn't be this stressful, you'll manage it.
Meredith Hays
fitchb1ytch at 2005-01-19 14:44 (UTC) (Link)
DUDE jessie around the SAME EXACT TIME i had the same DC dilemma!

its hard being DCA's
K Love
bound_to_ramble at 2005-01-21 01:34 (UTC) (Link)
go jessie! you're finally getting the right idea!! slackers unite! dude... i need to initiate you! i'll think of something cool... hahaha... wow... i'm high right now... sorry!
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