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updatillo.

Posted on 2005.09.18 at 01:31
Mood: tired-ish but not quite sleepy
Music: beulah-you're only king once
s'all's cool. (:

well, i guess not ALL. school could be a bit better, but my expectations are never too high for that anyways. it's just stressful and kind of lonley-ish. all of this college shit is INTENSE and overwhelming, and on top of all of the other work i have for school or everything else (ack so much. i need more sleep.) it seems like a lot to deal with. socially, i feel like school has been kind of weird this year. i feel distant from everyone; like everyone has found their own little group and since i don't really fit into any clearly defined clique at the moment (at least not at school) i'm always the second choice to hang out with. that's probably all in my head, and probably partially my fault for staying somewhat distant, bit i don't know, i feel kind of out of place. i'm glad there are people like priya, kirin, kit, christine, alex, etc. but i still feel like something's off. i miss you guys!

okay, so this entry was supposed to be about how everthing is good right now, and it actually really is. i'm a happy camper. plus, i've been hanging out with some awesome people outside of school. i just had to complain a little bit. you know how it is.

oh man, work tomorrow. and then too much homework. boo. this week is looking like it's going to be pretty busy.

Comments:


Elizabeth
chocolate_horse at 2005-09-18 20:43 (UTC) (Link)
i know how you feel about being lonely at school. i never really had a particular group that i hung out with until last year, and even now i still feel lonely sometimes. i think feeling that way is just part of being a teenager--we always feel insecure and wonder if we really "fit in."

if you ever want someone at school to hang out with, i'm here!
K Love
bound_to_ramble at 2005-09-19 20:21 (UTC) (Link)
i must say, i feel like my best freind is being stolen from me. I MISS YOU! i didnt see you at all this weekend, i was going to call you for froyo last night but i had too much homework :( but i seriously miss you alot. lets go for a walk round lake merrit this weekend?
jess
jess_is_here at 2005-09-20 03:00 (UTC) (Link)
word! LOVE YOU!
ex_mirages347 at 2005-09-21 01:55 (UTC) (Link)
i miss you toooo!!!!!!
jess
jess_is_here at 2005-09-24 22:18 (UTC) (Link)
i miss you more!!!!
kimbmers at 2005-09-21 16:36 (UTC) (Link)
jessi dude ur hella tight. and like school is jsut kinda weeird like... youll find your niche again. its jsut the beginning of school. PLEEASSEE try and not stress about college TOOO much. its SO easy to create extra stress for yourself just by liek trippin yourself out. i seriosuyl knwo ppl who have said that part of senior year was the worst of their lives. me? meh i dont even remember the process
jess
jess_is_here at 2005-09-24 22:20 (UTC) (Link)
haha, thanks kim! i miss you. i hope you're having fun down at sb (how can you not? haha). and yeah, i'm going to try to make senior year awesome. some stress is inevitable but i think i can handle it. i don't want to let stressing over college get in the way of being happy and having a good year.
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