Posted on 2007.03.30 at 01:47
Music: Eyedea-Here For You
So after all the hard work, hype, anticipation, stress, etc. that went into getting into and going to Brown, it looks like I'm going to end up at CAL. I'm not sure if irony is the right word, but the strange unpredictability of this situation seems frustratingly appropriate. Either way, I feel good about this. Weird, almost a little hesitant, but actually extremely good. I don't know. I'm just going to go with it.
Posted on 2006.08.24 at 16:32
Holy shit, I leave in 3 and a half days. I have no idea how I feel about that.
Posted on 2006.05.25 at 23:43
When I rule the universe, prom will not cost so much money. I am quite unhappy with all of these expenditures, especially for an event that I'm not even all that excited about.
I wouldn't go, but I would feel lame if I had no pictures from my senior prom. So, there you go. I'm spending close to $200 just so I can have a picture of me looking awkward, short and unglamourous next to a whole gaggle of other girls-some of which I probably won't even really talk to by the end of July. My checking account is none too pleased!
Posted on 2006.03.30 at 15:29
I GOT INTO BROWN!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted on 2006.03.27 at 16:28
Music: rosenstolz-willkommen (hell yes, german pop!)
Yay! My mailman is slowly redeeming himself! I finallly heard from my first college today-Vassar, and I got in! Not my first choice, but definitely a school where I could see myself being happy, and definitely a school that I will consider if I have options. The closet (or not so much) elitist in me is still holding out for Brown or Stanford (so soon!), but I'm still just soo excited and relieved! Let's just hope there is more good news to come!
Posted on 2006.03.22 at 00:03
Music: B&S-If you're feeling sinister
I am going to marry Stuart Murdoch.
The world is just a better, more beautiful place while you're seeing Belle and Sebastian live. They were fucking brilliant! (Ooh, and an opening act of New Pornographers was definitely a plus). Yay!
Posted on 2006.03.18 at 09:03
Music: The Murmurs-La Di Da
This whole waiting thing just really isn't my style. It is slowly nibbling away at my soul!
(...12 days until Brown!!)
Although the question is, do I really want to know? I mean, yes, it definitely will be nice to have this all over with, and I will be estatic if I get in, but there's something nice about at least not knowing that I've been regected. At least now I can hold out a little bit of hope.
Eh, but no. I need to know. At this point, I just need to hear from somewhere. I really think I am one of the only seniors who has heard from absolutely nowhere. I hate how people's response is "Ohh, don't worry, you'll get in everywhere!" (haha, not true). What they really need to say is "Hop into my time machine and we will take an adventure to March 30th/April 1st and see all of the nice, big, thick envelopes waiting in your mail box". Yeah, that would be nice.
Rehearsal from 12 to 4 today. I'm excited! (that's actually not sarcastic at all. This play is so fun.)
Posted on 2006.03.16 at 21:10
Mood: what the fuck?
Okay, so for those of you who are avid followers of my livejournal, you may remember a few updates last year about some guy who wouldn't stop calling me? (http://jess-is-here.livejournal.com/2005/04/12/ http://jess-is-here.livejournal.com/2005/04/13/
He called me one night while I was asleep and I picked up thinking it was Nick and, in my fatigued state I talked to him for a couple of minutes before realizing the voice was a little off and he was talking like a crazy man? Then he kept on calling me and leaving me crazy messages about how he was doing his laundry and thinking about me and having dreams about me and creepy shit like that? Well he's fucking back! He just called me and I, not remembering the number, picked up. He starts telling me about how he thinks I'm naughty and I tell him I have to go and he says I'm a naughty little brat. I ask him if I knew him and if he knows me and what his name is and if he knows what my name is, but he doesn't answer, just keeps on calling me a brat. I just hung up on him but I'm a little bit weirded out. Who the fuck is this, why does he have my number and why is he calling me again? Creeeeepy.
Posted on 2006.03.12 at 16:34
Posted on 2006.03.10 at 14:33
Music: melissa ferrick-drive
I am really pissed off at my mailbox right now.
Everday I come home and nearly fall over myself while running to my mailbox in hopes that maybe, just maybe, there could be some good news hiding in a big thick envelope. Alas, there never is. I guess I shouldn't be expecting anything right now anyway (it's only March 10 and I didn't apply to any UC's or public schools [where most people are hearing from]), but I can't give up hope! I'm not so much freaking out in the way of "oh my god I haven't heard from anywhere so I'm not going to college", I'm just more annoyed. Why must they torture me so? It seems like everybody else is hearing something and I have to wait! Aggh. Most notifications come out the weekend of Children's Hour (in fact, Brown's is just a couple hours before our opening show)-I'll either have a lot of happy energy, or a lot of angry energy-hopefully I'll be able to channel it into a good performance.